First english dairy

I started to write diary in English for my English ability. But I already make mistakes in small part, "spelling". I confuse between 'diary' and 'dairy'. Oh my gosh, English writing is much more difficult then that I thought. Anyway, I'll write my dairy third times a week, at least. I like writing my abstract thoughts or feelings in Englisg. Because, when I type with English typewriter, my typing speed get really slow, and I have to spend more time to come up with proper vocabulary. While I bother my head, I can organize my emotions. Sometimes I found new felling that I didn't realized. However, the important reason I have to write some English things is I want to go university in USA. Have a loooong way to go.